Been married since 2008. She cheated on me prior to us getting married. I'm still In love with this woman and I forgive her. almost 5 years of marriage and a child later and everything is gone, we don't talk, we don't do anything, we never actually tried to fix our marriage. She starts talking to an employee texting each other at night talking about how amazing she is and how she's the only one that cares, makes a comment on how he's now separated from his wife, doesn't want anyone else to know, offers to pay for her classes and how he's always here to talk. I read these messages, not knowing him at all. After having been cheated on, this sounds like he's trying to get with her, I confront my wife about it, things escalate to 11. So now I'm the bad guy, because I read a message not knowing who he is, the argument gets posted on facebook, not by me mind you, I don't have many facebook friends, I don't really have any friends where I live. Her friends help her calling me a scum bag, that I don't deserve her, not knowing my side of things. Now, my birthday was yesterday, I asked for forgiveness, because obviously, I was in the wrong to question whether she was cheating on me when she's texting a guy in the middle of the night and he's telling her how amazing and how caring she is and how she owes him her soul. I asked for forgiveness because I do have anger issues, I mean how can you not when you spend a year getting shot at, How can I not be a little untrusting when the majority of people I've ever met have betrayed me, and to call you out, especiailly when you've done it before and to me these messages just seem off, just I don't know... I don't know anymore... I'm just so angry right now. Angry because I didn't do the right thing? I don't know, but I was in the wrong... I guess, I don't know... i'm just so angry right now... and I really need something to take away my feeling this for a while... I gave her a chance, and now she wants nothing to do with me... Sorry for this post. I really don't have any where else to vent to be honest, I've always been the black sheep in my family, Joined the Marines, left home, did my own thing. Never what my family wanted me to do. Video games have been my only constant, I've always been a gamer. I'm not asking to talk about it, non of you actually know anything about me or the situtation to reall offer advice, but just typing this out made me feel slightly better. If you have any suggestions to games that are time consuming and maybe a little sad I'd appreciate it, it'll help my mood a little better. Thanks.